Unenthused and uninspired

There are days when I am utterly uninspired... and the past two days were just that. I couldn't scrape together even an ounce of enthusiasm for my work. I just stared mindlessly at my P&IDs, marking up and away without really making any deeper effort at analyzing the system. I spent nights just watching various shows on my laptop, ignoring the fact that, even though I had just thoroughly cleaned my house the past week, clutter was again accummulating in haywire amounts everywhere. I bought a Christmas tree, but up to now I've yet to put it up. Gifts still remain unwrapped, with me preferring to sleep over taking care of fixing them up. I'm not even interested in starting up conversations with my project teammates at work, reverting back to my usual aloof and withdrawn self.

But I'm hoping that this cycle of "unentusiasm" is finally over, and tomorrow I can become the driven, interested, and happy person I'm envisioning right now.

Anyway, a little update on today. Had a birthday lunch (disguised as a farewell get-together) for Tin2 today at the Hard Rock Cafe. We got together for lunch, under the pretense that it was a send-off party for Joms, who's leaving tomorrow for a short vacation back home. But we surprised Tin2 by springing the "Hard Rock Happy-Birthday-clap-your-hands-sing-while-the-staff-serve-that-delicious-dessert-with-a-sparkler-on-top" number reserved by Hard Rock for birthday celebrant customers. It was nice =)

Cleaned up my cluttered desk, since I had the most disheveled desk in our project area hehe. Did some quick Christmas shopping with yukiaime. And what else? I think that's all..

Maybe tomorrow will be more interesting... hopefully.