Unload...

...That's what I was able to do today. A pause and a deep breath, before life starts rushing forward again. Thank God for good friends =)

My eyes feel coarse and stingy, from staying up till 4am to watch Princess Hours hahaha! Yes of all things... losing sleep for a Koreanovela lol!

So I tried to catch up with my sleep this afternoon. And I still couldn't sleep. And now I feel a dash of groginess and lightheadedness. And tomorrow's Monday, a fact I'm trying hard to forget right now lol!

And it's so hot and stuffy... yes, so summer... weather is wilting me... ~_~

I need to breathe and sleep.. breathe and sleep... in any order whichever comes first blah blah blah..

Nostalgia in a Photo Album

When will I ever learn, that trying to avoid confronting something never got me anywhere.. Must smack that lesson into my head hard and deep.

I wanna go shopping.. I wanna buy shoes! shoes! shoes! Nice shoes. I'm only using two pairs right now. Haha.. ghastly for a woman I know. And I have GCs to spend! Yay! Thanks to that project bonus we got. My only problem now is that I don't have the time to spend the GCs hahaha.

I was leafing through a photo album Ate K put together for our department today. Sort of a gift, commemorating (how many m's does this word actually have? hehehe) the great and fun times she had with the Process people since way back. I felt nostalgic looking at the pictures. A little bit sad... when I recall all the old people and the way our department was back then. It's definitely not the same anymore. Gave my li'l ol' heart a twinge.. I really miss everyone.

Hah.. anyway,, sabi nga nila ganyan talaga. All good things come to an end... nothing lasts forever... yeah.. stuff like that. Hay.. sige na nga di ko na lang iisipin hehehe.

Kung Hei Fat Choi!

Happy Year of the Pig to everyone!!

It's another chance to celebrate the New Year lol! A second chance to feel like you're getting a new start... and I'm taking it! Lol! (for various reasons I won't bore you with anymore)

Damn I'm tired. It's been so busy, busy, busy since January. And it looks like it'll be like this until March. I feel aches and pains along my shoulders and my back everyday now. Comes from slouching in front of my laptop all the time. But they're good aches and pains. They remind me that I'm working hard on something that's important to me.

I've also been working on improving my focus the past weeks. I hate it that my brain has this tendency to flitter away every chance it gets. And I want to get rid of that. I want to be able to focus like Coyote zooms in arrow-straight on the Roadrunner. Lock in. Fire!

But it's difficult for me hahaha! I always have so many things running around in my head. It's not that I'm not able to concentrate on my tasks. It's just that I want to be able to focus more... like a laser beam, to borrow Lisa Hanberg's words. And I'm slowly inching towards that goal. Slowly. But the improvement's there. Just a little bit everyday lol!

Anyway, since I've been busy I haven't been able to do most of the other things I like doing. Like visiting the websites I used to frequent. I don't even remember when was the last time I watched a video on YouTube. And you know how long I've been absent from this blog. This balancing act with my time is proving harder to pull off than I'd imagined. Ah well, if I survive this then I can have something more to be proud of to myself.

Go, go me! lol!