Bad Days

So I haven't been my favorite person lately. And I've been quiet and irritable the past days, maybe inadvertently offending some people in the process.

Sorry about that. But that's just the way it is with bad moods. You sometimes can't help but take it out on other people, even though you know it's not a good thing to do. But I try to avoid doing that as much as I can.

I'm still not in the best of moods right now. I'm still in that to-hell-with-everything groove. So people can still spot me scowling in the hallways hehehe. But it's toned down a bit. And I've been reading stuff-and-nonsense online as a sort of therapy for myself. Reading interesting articles sort of inspires me to sit up straight and get my act together, so magazines and books really, really help.

Right now I'm thinking I'm a person with very, very bad habits. And really, I've been trying to get rid of these things that annoy me about myself.. but shit! after years of trying they're still there! Hahahaha!

Oh well... the battle's still on! Can't very well sit back and give up. There's really no other option but to keep trying.

On another note, I got Godiva truffles today from my male colleagues. It's White Day and in Japan, guys give girls chocolates, usually white ones. All the female staff in my project received Godiva chocolates from the men, and I'm lucky they included me in their list of chocolate recipients. Sugoi!!!.