Losing Rhythm

Last night I woke up in a deserted living room to the sound of my cellphone ringing. Apparently I had drifted to sleep while watching “Attic Cat” and I was still there snuggled in the same sofa chair at 12midinight. Looked like my body wanted to make up for my lack of sleep Sunday evening because of a 7-hour chat session with my psychiatrist ^^;

So I answered my phone and had another garbled and groggy conversation with my friend. At least this time I didn’t answer in grunts and yawns, like I did last week with the same friend on the phone. Thankfully I was more awake and conscious last night so we were able to have even some small semblance of human communication.

Tonight I’m planning on doing overtime work for my logic narrative. It’s only just starting to shape up and I have to come up with some sort of draft by Friday. Unfortunately, work hasn’t exactly been inspiring lately, so everything’s been slow going. And add to that the other gazillion things that need thinking on and doing and have been piling up because of my ever-worsening lazy sickness the past weeks. I’m really starting to feel pretty useless… pffft..

The steady rhythm of my life has been missing for quite a while now… and I think I should find it again soon… I’m starting to miss it.